finally having our long due getaway.
first time going away without
mummy or daddy or sissy.
nervous? VERYYYYY.
not that i dont trust C to take care of me.
but it still OVERSEAS. (:
(okay, just got reminded to dress
appropriately. BAHHH)

honeymoon period.
is that valid for all dating couples?
how does it feel to not have it?
how does it feel when its over?
will they care less?
is it true that when you've obtained what
you want, you wont cherish it?
thats the case for most guys aint it?
they tend to forget how to treat a girl
right, tend to forget that girls need to be
dote on, forget to HUG THEM TIGHT
AND LONG, forget to offer their girls
endless kisses. sad but true.

but then again, C says i'm a MAN.
(PSSST. HIS EXCUSES. he's just being lazy.)
did i mention how he loves to act cute.
act like the MINIONS.
ACT CUTE NUMBER ONEEEE!
you should look at his childhood photos!
UNBEATABLE! keep posing.

he's enlisting soon. next tuesday.
i cant even send him off.
fearing that his friends would see me.
would i cry? without a doubt.
he's my baby. i dont want him to suffer. ):
he's so pampered. he'll definitely be homesick.
i dont want him to go in! ): RAWRRR.

i shouldnt hear them talk about the
negative stuff. i shouldnt.
i shouldnt let them put negative thoughts
in my head. i shouldnt.
i shouldnt assume what i dont know.
i shouldnt infer what i dont understand.
if enlistment is a test, then i wanna score
distinction for it. i wanna prove them wrong.
i can endure two years. we will be alright.
i believe we can get through this two years.


/ knowing them you're loved by someone
makes every morning worth waking up for.
SIX DAYS LEFT.
(the favourite number but i hate it today.)